TESTIMONIALSOasis Team2024-02-29T10:25:55+00:00
At the end of three months, I was single, happy and had a sense of belonging. I experienced inner clarity and strength. I'm not crazy, I don't need someone to fix me, I'm not a depressive, I'm not helpless and there's nothing 'wrong' with me.
The consequences of my eating disorder almost cost me everything. After an 18 year battle, I gave into it completely and nearly lost custody of my daughter, my home and landed myself in debt as a result of quitting my job. After showing signs of heart failure, my family grew desperate and sent me to Oasis.
Trying to encapsulate my experience of Oasis in words is hard. I came to Oasis, not just broken, but believing that was my lot in life. I had no hope for the future, I was unfixable. I’ve been to numerous different treatment centres throughout my years of attempting to be in recovery and always came out of them feeling misunderstood like they had tried to put me into a box I didn’t fit into.
A lot of sh*t happens in two months,” I joked with my counsellor. It just slipped out during a session. But it is so true! I arrived at this wonderful place in Plettenberg Bay from Spain in a bad condition. And yet I have had found a way to a sober life with the Oasis team.
Having been in and out of recovery for over 20 years and relapsing after multiple years of sobriety, I arrived at Oasis totally broken and without hope. Having done the rounds of rehabs over the years, 14 in total, I can say without a shadow of a doubt that I believe Frank and Kathryn and their team at Oasis are some of the best in the business.
I’m a broken man” I found myself admitting to my counsellor one afternoon in London earlier this year… Finding myself in circumstances that had resulted in my feeling friendless, lifeless and directionless… Wondering how I had got to here and whether I would be able to climb out of it.
At the end of three months, I was single, happy and had a sense of belonging. I experienced inner clarity and strength. I'm not crazy, I don't need someone to fix me, I'm not a depressive, I'm not helpless and there's nothing 'wrong' with me.
How to sum up my experience of Oasis...
I came to Oasis desperate; having tried therapy, NHS inpatient, day patient, outpatient programmes for the last ten years and 12 step meetings for the last four. I have a mind that can scream at me, be very paranoid and think horrible things about myself and others. I had managed to get some clean time from drugs and alcohol but my binging and purging, the part of my addiction that I hated the most, was getting worse and worse. I had no idea how to handle the shame, isolation and intense emotions that came with it.